I know, I could have filmed so much more. And who doesn't want to see more baby deer getting fed with a bottle? Remember my videos are quick because I have work to do. It's a privilege to take a quick shot for my own memories of all these extraordinary experiences I've been so blessed to have, but the animal's care and comfort is paramount. So a little rather than nothing adds to my descriptions, however rushed they have been in the last many months. I gave this little guy a bottle, but he wasn't eating so well. He didn't feel good this day. I was taught that it's good to stand them up rather than feed them on your lap or held between your legs while you sit on the floor. And that the bottle has to be raised just so, so that his neck will be outstretched as he drinks, and that I should lightly cover his eyes with my free hand (I needed at least three arms to do all this), as all of that would imitate his normal nursing behavior... poking his nose under the leg or at the belly of his mother, who in the wild, would be standing and even moving around.
I was about to write that this was the first time I've been this close to or fed a deer, but I have to remind myself of things I did which seem like a lifetime ago. I have been close to and fed a deer in an entirely different way. I was visiting Japan -- may have been in Kyoto, near all the temples. I can't even remember when but I'd guess it was about 18- 20 years ago. I was in a park and was told that the deer were tame, that you could offer them something to eat and they would bow to you (it being Japan). Well, all I had was a cookie, something I would not offer an animal now, but as I mentioned, this was like another life.... Sure enough an adult deer came shyly up to me, and indeed bowed both before and after I gave it the treat.
I was blown away then, and was again in awe to be assisting this sweet little fawn. Sometimes I can't believe what I get to do when I go to help these creatures we share our lives with. I may be cleaning poop and scrubbing cages and doing dishes in addition to giving away hours that could be spent in many other ways, some of them income earning. But it never fails that I always feel I get more than I could ever give. I know you know what I mean. And in that sense it's a common equation, but for me it still holds as one of the great mysteries of life...