Mother's Day

 *you can double click this picture to see the little fella much bigger and it's worth it* 

I now know there was a reason I canceled my trip to New York. I was scheduled to fly out this morning. I just didn't feel like leaving home so soon and for almost a week after such a major disaster. Though I usually get energized and restored in NYC, when I walked through all I had planned there in my mind, it just didn't sit right.

I rose at 7 AM thinking I had the luxury of the entire day free and the list of  things to catch up on was long. I sat down at the computer to put a dent in all the e-mails asking if we were OK and was looking forward to putting the house back into shape. But the first thing I saw an urgent message saying that the Wildlife Rehab and Education Center had seven hundred baby squirrels who needed nursing.  That's right -- 700! 

Squirrels have their broods in both fall and spring but their nice cozy nests sit high in the tree tops. Hurricane Ike ravaged those, flinging babies far and wide. I don't know if the parents lived or lost them or were too traumatized but people started to bring the babies in from all corners (along with a stray pelican, turtles, raptors, a baby duck, a few possums and an egret with a broken wing... so far). The WR&E expects another 2-300 more before the weekend ends.  They range in age from a day or so old up to 6-8 weeks and all of them need to be fed antibiotics and warm milk formula by droppers 4 times a day. There were about 2 dozen in intensive care and many more, like the little weenie below, were in incubators.

I raced over there and worked from 8 AM til almost 4 PM then went home briefly and returned with my husband to help til 8:30 tonight. The babies were all adorable. Each had different temperaments which they displayed in their eating styles. Some were fussy, some ravenous, some curious in-between sips, some wiggly and full of life, some vulnerable and shaking. Some held onto the syringe with their little claw paws, some looked me right in the eyes and several got sleepy as their tummies filled up, their lids growing heavy as their suckling slowed to a stop. With each CC that went down a little throat, there was the truly satisfying feeling that we were one step closer to saving that precious life. It was indeed a day well spent.

Here's one little cutie who I wanted to take home.  There were so many to feed I didn't feel I had the luxury of cuddling and comforting them much. But I hung onto this little girl who curled up in my pink washcloth against my chest as long as I could.

I've enormous respect for the people who run these organizations. They themselves have just gone through this hurricane and are putting in 12, 16, 18 hour days, only to get home after an hours drive to feed their own horses, ducks, goats, cats and dogs, fall into bed, get up in 5 hours and drive back in to do it all again... when gas is scarce to boot. And most still don't have power once they get home. No fridge, no lights! No complaints though either.

Imagine: 700-1000 helpless babies x four feedings for at least 2 months every day before the oldest among them can be reintroduced to the wild!!  These folks all do it all out of a sense of responsibility for the helpless and sheer love.

They all deserve a medal.

I'm in Love!

Again. Used to be with Jonathan, the Zoo's very handsome lion, and though I'm still sweet on him, for the last 8 months or so I've been charmed away by the big, tall male giraffe. I've a huge crush on him and it seems like my affections are returned. In fact, I've been positively encouraged by him, I'm convinced of it. He pays me a lot of attention when I'm on the sidewalk, bats his huge brown eyes at me, and follows me until he can't see anymore (and at his height, that's a long way). Though in reality he's probably interested in a lot of folks, I'm in denial and am quite sure WE have a special relationship. Today was further proof of it.

The zoo was in dire need of help after the hurricane, so I went to pitch in for a few hours. There is just so much to do at home and so many others to help, but I'd been especially worried about the giraffes at 3 and 4 am when that storm was RAGING, wondering how they were getting through it. Their only shelter is a tall but narrow wooden house -- all they really need most of the time. But with 100 MPH winds, I could not imagine how they'd fare. I was so glad to see all five of them were there, with no injuries, happily watching their crew of humans tidying up their back yard.
I ended up helping rake and clear their habitat since I couldn't find anyone in carnivores. It did my heart good to be near them. Once I got close enough, my new boyfriend put his big face down to mine and got nose to nose with me. He stayed there breathing through his soft nostrils. His keeper, thinking I might be unnerved, said he might just want to smell me but I knew different.

He licked me and kept his face there for so long I felt forced to tear myself away so I would not look like I was slacking. I moved along, but he kept finding me. He's irresistible! I had to pet his face and coo to him. Around the fifth time I finally risked being totally unprofessional and whipped out my camera, handed it to someone and asked for a quick shot. I knew it would be a once in a lifetime pic. And this is what they got.He's pressing into my cheek and knocking my glasses askew, but clearly he loves me... for who I am, not how I look on clean up day! And I love him!

Fuzzy Thoughts Post-Ike

I've been trying to compose something with pictures about Thursday, my first day back as a Carnivore Keeper Aid but the truth is, after Ike I'm just not that witty or even very articulate. Please forgive poor grammar til my head gets clearer.

I know people have been worried about how the animals fared. I am too. They gave us an emergency website and phone number for updates but the phone has been on a fast busy for two days. The last post on the site was on Friday at 9:45 PM, saying the zoo was now locked with a ride out crew inside, with plenty of food and supplies for the animals and their people for several days.

I'm a four minute drive from the zoo and it was killing me to not be able to help the morning after. But I totally understand. In emergencies, volunteers must abide by the same rules as the general public, which is to steer clear and let the staff do their jobs. Husband and I did drive around it to see what we could see. There was a city crew working on a giant oak that had crashed through of the two entry gates and saw at least one side gate was destroyed. I don't know what the inside looks like but it was a mess on the outside. But the entire city looks like that.

On Thursday I got to help with hurricane prep for the cats and maned wolves. I'm certain the animals are fine if their safety is to be judged by the quality of the staff who stayed and the high level of care and concern on the part of the zoo execs themselves. They're impressive and their priorities are in the right place. I'm completely proud to be a tiny part of it.

As I mentioned on my other blog at 4 AM when we were getting the worst of it, I was thinking about the giraffes, wondering how they were possibly handling that wind. Can't imagine they could stand up through it, especially the babies. Their center of gravity is too high to not be knocked over. On our drive I was surprised to see that the tall wooden giraffe house looked fine, though there were several trees broken in half over the roof and on either side. Maybe they just got inside, actually curled up and sat up on the ground and the keeper closed the doors. If I remember right there are two separate "rooms" with a small keeper office in-between. What I don't know is if the keeper could stay with them but I'm sure she wouldn't want to be anywhere else. Do you mildly sedate some animals for their own safety?

I also wondered about the cats -- I knew they'd be safe, but can you picture what it was like to be the one or two keepers in there with so many wild animal who at their very core are deeply in sync with nature, so sensitive and able to pick up on things we don't? Were the cats pacing in their cages, snapping their tails or alert and poised for whatever they were sensing? Were they roaring or mewing or eerily quiet as the winds raged around their walls?

Those folks must be paired with really great people who don't mind riding out the city's biggest hurricane ever without their partner there. But all people love their animals, and the zoo staff are no different.

When I have more information, it will be posted here.

Needed: Prayers and A Little Luck

Today will be my first day back in weeks to the zoo in my role as a Keeper Aid in Carnivores. If all goes well I will be doing it just about every Thursday morning, as originally planned. My first day was quite awhile ago, so what happened?

I waited, hoped, prayed (I confess it was more I like begged and pleaded) to be able to get this opportunity and two days after my posts about it, I injured my shoulder... BADLY. I had to cancel what I had lined up with the supervisor, and drag my broken body into physical therapy -- for adjustments, shots in the muscle to aid healing, being taped up, starting an at home regimen of ice, heat and stretching, and began several bi-weekly appointments to get me right.

I - - a full fledged grown up -- cried like a baby at the thought that they'd think I was a flake before they got to see how hyper-responsible, hard working, dedicated and well, just how invaluable I would be to their department! I was afraid they'd discover I am not the spring chicken I look like, and banish me to being a greeter at the front door... or make me don an actual chicken outfit with sandwich boards advertising keeper chats or something. Yes, I sobbed and wailed while driving, tears falling off my chin onto the wheel, my vision alarmingly blurred while trying to get home in rush hour traffic with a thousand lanes converging at once, getting lost on highways I still don't know well enough.

But a month has passed, and I've been feeling pretty good so if you have a moment, I need any good vibes you've got to send to me today. Both fingers crossed, I'll come home relatively unscathed, and can go on do it again next Thursday, and the next and the next.

Fox Glacier in New Zealand

If I HAD to pick the activity I thought was most memorable in New Zealand, it was climbing Fox glacier. We were dropped on it by helicopter, and even from that height it was hard to tell it's size. I remember thinking, OK, it's big, but it's not THAT huge. Then the pilot pointed out barely discernable black flecks on the surface below us... and it was the party they were picking up when we got out. I realized we would be that small in comparison too once that copter flew away, and humbly corrected my erroneous perspective.

I can't possibly describe how enormous it was. However magnificent it looks in my pictures, they appear too small on the blog to translate. So expand these in your mind's eye, and then know it's only a fraction of what it really was.

This is what it looked like to be standing on the thing, ready to take a step. They gave us walking poles with a little prong at the end, and funny boots with ice spikes that we secured with seemingly flimsy 1 " leather straps. This was going to be what held us as we walked along crevices like this -- the

difference between life and death! Clearly I lived to tell the tale.

We were lucky to catch a day with bright sun, otherwise we heard we'd have been icy, wet, freezing.

The snow was grey-white marbled with streaks of dirt made from the rock it was crushing below as it moved (yes, it was moving, though so slow you could never tell). I don't know that I gave much thought to what being on a glacier would be like, but everywhere we went there were surprises -- like sky blue translucent ice caves or little streams of clear, cold, clean, glistening water.

We hiked around, did some slippy slide stuff where it was safe to by invitation of our guide, took pictures and marveled at this rare excursion, knowing as we did that it would forever be at the top of our once-in-a-life time list.

Nature in All Her Forms

You probably know from your own adventures in nature that it's not all about animal encounters. There are many things Husband and I did on our honeymoon that would qualify. We went to New Zealand for 3 weeks last November, and since we were that far over, hopped to Australia for an additional, skimpy, but better than nothing week. Not nearly enough time in either place, but we managed to do an amazing variety of things.

It fascinated me that you can experience all four seasons and just about every topography that exists in the world all on the two humble islands that make New Zealand. And we did. There were beaches of every kind, endless forest, desert-like areas, hills and alps, waterfalls, glaciers and fijords to name a few. 

There were also encounters with Dolphins, miniature horses, and birds both new and familiar (In fact, wherever I go it seems I find ducks -- or they find me-- who will eat out of my hand).

In our short stay in Australia we went to the Great Barrier Reef, saw bats flying overhead in the middle of the city at Sydney's great Hyde Park, and went to Steve Irwin's Australian Zoo.  

We also climbed the Bridge in Sydney Harbor.  Maybe it wasn't made by Mother Nature but it sure felt adventurous.

I thought I'd sprinkle in some of those tales. Tune in tomorrow.

Love and Marriage

Mr and Mrs. Goose. Always together, these two teach me so much about partnership. They compromise well. When he wants to go, she follows. At times, it's she that walks or swims away and he's right behind her, no matter what.

Now, I've seen her ready to move on while he's still busy and it takes her awhile of talking to him and, let's face it, finally poking him with her beak to get him to see the wisdom of her way (amusing that I've never seen this in the reverse). But ultimately he honors and obeys. Once I saw him make her wait to the point that she gave up. After loudly squaking her discontent, she raised her proud, elegant head, got into the water and headed toward home, suddenly silent. He didn't let her get far.

Guess they never go to bed angry.

They're equal rights geese on the whole, as most of the time they're side by side in all endeavors. But Mr. Goose seems quite chivalrous too. While she often positions herself just a little behind him like this, I think it's the way he protects her, rather than that she's subserviently trailing behind. When they eat he gobbles what's offered as she fends for her own bites. But if other geese or ducks or their least favorite intruder, the nutria, are around, he stops to fight them off while she continues to eat. He respects her very much, and she is confident in her position with him. She doesn't take him for granted, but is certain what kind of behavior she expects from her man. That feminine strength is something I admire.

Like most males, he needs to take an occasional bachelor's stroll, his alone time to hang with the elements. She must be off where they make their home, resting or attending to things, since I've never seen them with goslings. And that's another thing -- whether or not they can have babies, which is why you'd think nature brought them together, they remain committed for life, choosing each other over the inherent drive to propagate.

They obviously haven't let themselves go. I think he's a hunk and she is so very pretty. While their markings are almost identical, she's smaller than him in just the right way, and has a smoother, more rounded head. Her eyes are more almond shaped and look like they're lined in a sweep of black, giving Angelina Jolie a fair run.

I'm not sure how they act if one or the other is ill, but when she disappeared for 6 weeks this summer, he was gone for most of that time. Maybe she was on a nest and he stayed close by, or if she flew off for some reason, he went with or after her. But since that wonderful day I first saw them both again, they've been there each time I've gone to visit, never far apart.

They are a pair, and in watching them, you can learn quite a bit about what that really takes. In marriage, life isn't lived soley on your terms anymore, and that can be quite an adjustment in this world of independent living.

Striving to be a little more like them might just make the swim a whole lot smoother.

Bambi

Last week we had the enchanting experience of driving past a large family of deer close to the road while driving in Larimer County, Colorado.

While seeing deer is nothing new to many, I still find happening upon them to be much like seeing fairies dancing on the lawn. These darling beings usually leap out of sight before the cortex can send the image to the brain. I often have to ask myself, did I really see them or did I imagine it?

To get them to stay, you have to be terribly still, which I didn't quite achieve as evidenced by my camerawork. I was just so nervous to record something before they darted off and I only had a little digital pix camera, zoomed in as far as it would go. But it brings the moment back, and that is what matters.

My father was a great white hunter. I tried to respect that he came from a different place with all this stuff, but after he'd shot his share of EVERYTHING, I asked him once, and only once, if he could just say he had enough of deer. In his sensitive manner, he looked at his little girl and replied, without missing a beat, "Don't give me that Bambi shit".

S'wonderful, in't?

Enjoy this snippet of these sweet creatures with their soft, floppy ears. In the first shot you can see a buck with his horns in the upper right walking across the screen, and later there are two babies, which you can tell by the while spots on their back. Just like Bambi...

(Forgive my horrid editing. It's my first try using imovie editing without instructions and it's so OBVIOUS. Just wanted to get the post up. Hey, nowhere to go but up with these skills!)

If This Were Shakespeare, Methinks He'd Be The Court Jester

I mentioned here that when Nutrias swim up when I'm feeding the crew at the park, it upsets the apple cart entirely. While the geese are the biggest and the law seems to be that all the rest stand back til they're done, not so when Nutrias try to join in.  Maybe it's because they're oblivious to the pecking order. Here's Mr. Goose taking a stand. The Nurita remains nonplussed, too busy wiggling his whiskers to feel out where the bread is (lower right corner) to grok he's being challenged by the King of Everything.

The funniest thing is that these little fellas are either so dim-sighted or dimwitted (or both) that they're clueless to such advances and their complete non reaction stumps their opponent. As such, it totally deflates the situation; the geese simply give up and swim on their way, and the ducks fan out in their wake. It'd make Ghandi proud.

  

Best Ever Department

On Saturday, my stepson heads back to college for his final semester. I wanted to do something as a family that he'd remember all his life, so I arranged for us to feed giraffe's at the zoo. This is a normal sized viewing window in their little wooden house. This handsome man is parked beside it so you can really see how tall they are.

There's a family of five living there, one male and two females, each of whom have a baby.

In the wild they'd be grazing tree tops round the clock, but at the zoo, they get fed just fine. So they end up licking fence posts or the edges of their shelter in their spare time. But one female got creative and instead grooms the mane of the youngest of the group... and she does it every day.

Here he sports his little mohawk, while his mother and hairdressing auntie look on.

It's completely surreal to be close to them, with their velvety noses, funny ears sticking out, their Cindy Lou Hoo horns and enormous doe eyes. As I mentioned here, they're curious and attentive and are VERY INTERESTED in Y-O-U.

From up near the clouds that adorable face glide straight down like a crane on that long, long neck. They've got 7 vertebrae just like us -- but each one measures the height of our head alone. Around something this big, all your instincts kick on... yet their sweet, harmless nature had my nervous system stumped. To be able to stand up close to this towering presence sends a shiver of delight though your being.

As their soft, fuzzy lips take a slice of sweet potato from your hand or their long purple tongue -- apparently colored to act as sunscreen -- grabs hold of your lettuce, it's so gentle you don't even feel it.

Or maybe it's because you're so struck with wonder you can't feel anything else... though I do recall the sensation of the intense, hot brush of their breath pouring forth from their nostrils. It's like feeding a dinosaur and a kitten at the same time.

Oh, we had a most magnificent, most marvelous day.

They Need Atkins

This is a Nutria. He looks like a cousin of the Beaver with his big front teeth, webbed back feet and the same glossy brown fur. The only obvious difference is in the tail. Where beavers typically have a paddle shape, the Nutria's looks just like a rat's. In fact, they actually are a semi-aquatic rodent. I know that fact alone might make some people squirm, but they're endearing in their way (and I intend to show you that, in time). 

Two years ago you'd only see them at dusk, perching nervously on the grassy edges of the lake, skittish and shy, hopping back into the safety of the water if a human happened to be walking by.

They're herbivores and should be eating reeds and other water plants, but here he is busy with my piece of bread, clutching it between his hands like a Big Mac. These buggers have gotten so used to getting a few bites from well meaning visitors -- me included --that they've recently gotten far more bold.

Now I see them in abundance in broad daylight, and as soon as they realize a group of ducks are being fed, they upset the apple cart to get theirs. Squinting up at you from the water, they beg. If you don't indulge them, they pull themselves out and walk steadily toward you. You can put up your hand in the stop position or even hold the sole of your foot in their face and they keep advancing (though there's nothing aggressive about their approach, no hissing or teeth). I even had one sit upright on his haunches and becon with one outstretched hand curling back toward his mouth, clearly signaling "Gimme"... the exact hand gesture a human being would make (endearing fact #1)!

While it's pretty clear they can't see too well (and that's very funny -- endearing fact #2) or perhaps they're not bright enough to interpret those cues, in my mind, there's only one explanation for this behavior: they're carb addicted. 

I know how it feels to be craving a potato chip or a flaky croissant and there've been days I'd push someone into traffic to get to some.  I've heard of people for whom even a dog biscuit would do in a pinch (actually, I haven't but it describes the desperation nicely).  I know you're just on the edge of your seat about this, but I have to go to bed.

More to come.

Only a Mother Could Love

There's a Moray eel in the kids area of the zoo, He has a crooked jaw and gives the impression that one eye's askew. He's hilarious.

They've named him something fitting but it escapes me at the moment.

I'll find out and enter it here tomorrow. Til then maybe we can have some fun and come up with names for him oursleves. I'm going with Senor Snaggletooth. What would you name the guy?

Chasing Elvis

Last week I passed by Elvis on my way out of the park. He was standing opposite of me, on the ledge smack dab in the middle of the reflection pond. To get to him I'd have to go a long way whether I walked right or left, so I called for him to come over. I waved a piece of bread his way, singing, "Elvis! Ellllllvis!"

He immediately started for the water, but teetered, hemmed and hawed. As I continued to gesture, he tried in earnest to jump but something was off. I finally said, "Elvis, you're a DUCK. Get in the water already." He did.

When he got close I did a visual check: eyes bright, attentive, no problem swimming, body robust, feathers all good, and an appetite.

So I fed him and left.

Yesterday I returned, just to see if he was OK. He was standing in the shallows on the steps of the falls, the water flowing over his feet. I'd never seen him do this before (Elvis's world is small, and he's a creature of habit), and when I called, he didn't react.

Though I failed at all neighborhood sports back in the day, I do have a great throwing arm. I hurled pieces of bread all the way to him. If they landed close by, he wouldn't budge, but if I got them within pecking range he ate. Once those were gone, he gazed at the rest. He lifted one foot up but when he went to place it he pulled back as if he were testing a fire. After three or four attempts he finally took a step but very quickly shifted his weight to the other leg. Elvis was clearly limping.

Maternal instincts ablaze, I put down my bag and waded in. He was a little nervous (a reminder he isn't fully tame) so I took it slow, squatting to reduce my size. His leg didn't look swollen, and I couldn't see any cuts or lumps. I'd once seen the undersides of his webs and was surprised to see thick greyish pink pads of skin, much like a cat or dog. Maybe he'd gotten a gash and was standing here to soak it.

I reviewed my options with a frown. Do I call the park offices, the SPCA, take him to a vet on my own? And then there's the moral quandry: If I get involved, will that be worse for Elvis? Sometimes when we humans intervene, it's not always best. I don't claim to know how to tell that, but this is where the respect of nature's course comes in (we oft think that means letting an animal die but nature can also heal). I decided to let him be for the night. If it got worse, I'd call the zoo for advice.

The next day I saw Elvis through our telescope, hanging with a his buds on the side of the pool. It looked like he was walking more easily.I later went down there just to make sure.By that time he was being chased by a little boy and running quite well. Sigh.

The Poo of Pooh

I struggled to open the ridiculously long, industrial strength plastic bag while wearing protective latex gloves, but I tried my best to mask it. I wanted to impress. This was the moment I'd been working toward, being a Carnivore Keeper's Aide, and I was given my first task -- shoveling bear sh*t. I knew it was a part of the job, but I suppressed a snort when it was the first thing I was assigned. I wondered if it's an inside joke among the staff to throw newbies right into it and see what they're really made of. All I know is, I was determined to make it look like I'd been doing it all my life.

As I scooped up the morning-fresh puddle of gunk, I almost keeled over from the stench. Between that and the weight of the shovel and my gloves sticking to the bag that just would not stay put, I swung it best I could in the direction of the opening and dumped it. It mostly got on the sides, leaving me no clear spot from which to grab it and shake things down. The smell made me care a little less about neatness and more about being done so I brought back the second scoop hoping my aim would be better. It was, but I still had to figure out how to carry the mess with me as I tidied the rest of the habitat. At that moment the very nice keeper took pity and showed me a way to roll and set the bag so I'll do better next time. Still, I did all this with a wry smile on my face thinking: for the rest of my life, this will be a fun story to tell.

I admit, I was shaking in my knee high rubber boots when we first entered the enclosure. I think it crosses everyone's mind that there can be mistakes (if it doesn't, you've done it too long). The keeper told me the bears were properly locked outside so I plunged ahead, though it felt like I had ginger ale in my veins. When I was done collecting carrot remnants and refilling their pool, I watched as he prepared their arthritis

medicine. He mixed it with honey in a Tupperware bowl, then headed around the corner with me in tow. He squatted down and I stopped short in my tracks. What I didn't expect was to see a GIANT grizzly right THERE.

A GIANT bear, did I mention that?

In my pre-Aide interview, the first 30 minutes were essentially warnings consisting of things I should not or could not do for my and the animal's safety. At the end they asked if I had any questions and I joked, "Um, what can I do?" So I expected this bear to fling himself against the bars, roaring and swiping at the bowl with claws as long as my fingers. I figured we'd have to push the bowl toward him from a great distance with a very long indestructible pole, as if he were Hannibal Lecter.

But the keeper was kneeing right against the bars cooing to the bear, who had his paws curled up under him like a pussy cat. He was so big he disappeared into the shadows of the cage. But his head was fully visible, apart from the hulk of him -- and it was massive, with thick dark fur only serving to make it bigger (and by the way, this guy is the smaller of the two on exhibit). Yet he could not have been more sweet and docile, sticking his tongue way out of his long snout to reach the honey/meds in the bowl. It took me a moment to collect myself before I thought to whip out my iPhone. I didn't know if it was OK or totally unprofessional to snap a pic... but since I saw volunteers taking pictures here and there, I risked it. This hasty stealth move accounts for my fuzzy shot, but it does capture them moment for me to keep. 

At the end the keeper stuck in the spoon and asked the bear softly if he'd like to lick it, which he did. These are old bears and maybe that accounts for it, but this ruddy, masculine keeper's tenderness toward them was a great example of the effect animals have on people's hearts.

She's Baaaack

Though I squint at our 60" TV and need glasses to file my own nails, the heart works in mysterious ways. It's not just a part of our body; its' yearnings govern our abilities, and at times empower us with superhuman skills. Just ask the Grinch.

We've all heard stories of great feats of love, some extending to the physical, like a mother lifting a car just enough to free her child caught beneath. That must be how, at this great distance, I made out Mrs. Goose in the scene below.  Double click on any picture to enlarge 

Even on this little screen I know you can see a white dot in the water. But that's Mister Goose, heading toward me. Mrs. Goose is that barely visible tan spot back on the grass behind him (She looks like a tree trunk for that tall center pine). I knew if I called to him, he'd started swimming my way and she'd be sure to follow.

My heart grew ten times ten as she came into focus, gliding daintily behind her man.

Like I said, they're a pair, and never far apart. That's why it's been so alarming to see him without her for the last 6 weeks (not counting the two+ weeks that neither were around).


They arrived and had just begun to eat when our bliss was cut short by several rounds of children who, as children (especially boys) do, wanted to grab them or screech with glee. To gain the trust of these birds you have to be a whisperer of sorts and I knew this wouldn't do. Then a pesky Nutria kept invading their space, hoping for some bread (normally reed eaters, park visitors have them carb addicted... but that's for a future post). It was all too much for the Lady G. and she chose to cut short our reunion. Though busy with another bite, once Mr. Goose realized she was paddling toward the center island, it was he who followed her.

They climbed ashore and waddled into the trees, stopping now and again to nibble greens. I strained to see as she headed deeper in and he dutifully complied. Guess my stint with SuperVision was short lived, as it was no longer necessary... With this one, blessed turn of events, all was set right in my world.

First Day as a Keeper AId

The first thing I did this morning out in the zoo was to tag along while the carnivore keepers took the cheetah cubs for a walk. Apparently they do this most every morning before opening, for enrichment. My question is who gets more enriched -- the animals or their humans?!?!

I can't tell you how exciting it is to see these tall cats, sleek and gorgeous, saunter out on a leash, completely calm and comfortable among us. Watching one climb up and perch on a picnic bench and get his ears scratched by his keeper was nothing short of intoxicating (This is the only big cat that purrs and they do it for the same reasons domestic cats do. And it is LOUD!). Every cell in my being was drawn to reach out too, yet the rule for anyone but their handlers is to stay at least two leash length's away.

They're great ambassadors for their species. Cheetahs are perhaps so well suited because they're non-confrontational and I'm told they don't prey upon anything bigger than them. But it's a testament to their trainers that they can walk around the public safely --albeit carefully. They stick close to the animal, one on each side escorting them to a spot where people can see, and other staff is never far. Sigfried and Roy would tell you their tigers can be tamed, and folks who raise Grizzly's may too. But everyone agrees it's imperative to remain acutely aware of their wild nature while enjoying the miracle of getting close.

The path they took went right past the giraffes who live next door. Surely with their height they've had no problem watching the cheetahs day in and day out. But as we walked past, all five of these gentle giants focused on the cats, their curious faces on those towering necks peering intently at them and us. I've never seen all five of them walk together, all at once like a herd (and so quickly) to follow us, legs akimbo, batting their ultra-long eyelashes. Since their fencing is almost invisible, it gives the illusion that they are free and just happened to walk up. It's just too surreal for me to accurately describe. Fortunately I took a snap to capture what I could.

This is a terrible shot because they were backlit by the rising sun but it's better than nothing. I just knew it was one of those images I'd never forget in all my life yet would never be able to describe how it felt to have the rapt, active attention of these 5 amazing beings. Look closely til you make out all their heads. From left to right you have the male (he's tallest, natch, and I have a total crush on him), one female, two babies and another female.

After the walk, one of the cats just wasn't ready

to go back into his habitat. He hesitated at the

gate several times, but proceeded obediently. Once inside though, he decided to clunk his long

limbs down, buying himself a few minutes more.

The second thing I did on my first day as a keeper aid was shovel bear poop.... ah, but that's a story for tomorrow.

He's Safe!

Because tropical storm Edouard was headed toward Houston I went to the park so I could feed Elvis. I wasn't feeling so hot, but with a potential hurricane on it's way, and seeing Elvis standing alone on the gravel path from the telescope in our window, I went. I didn't even want to think about Mr. Goose but I couldn't help going to the edge of the water to at least look across to where he usually stands. Lo and behold, I saw a lone Chinese goose, floating in the lake.My heart leapt though my mind tried to keep my feelings in check. Could it be him??? My eyes darted around to find the orange beaked goose (Because the orange beak's partner and Mr. Goose look so much alike, and thosse two new ones are never far apart). Test #1 passed --  he was solo. Then I squinted way across to where I'd been Saturday and made out what appeared to be two geese. Thankfully they're easy to spot by size.  Then, as if the gods were patting me on the shoulder, at that very moment I heard the pair trumpet from that distance, and I knew I had Mr. Goose in front of me!

I only had grain left, but held it out and called, hoping he'd come... Sure enough he did, gliding slowly, raising his beak and trembling the way he always does.

Then he lowered his grand head and gobbled from my palm. Once he was that close I checked for his distinguishing marks -- a rim of yellow on his "eyelids" and a line of white where the ridge of his black knob meets his forehead. The new black beaked goose doesn't have those.
Oh Mr. Goose, Mr Goose! Isn't he glorious?

I try not to get too attached. Early on, as I'd see little ducklings disappear each day or happen upon a dying bird, I told myself that if I were going to be a part of this, I had to respect that nature takes it's course. But to have such direct interaction with an animal as compelling as this for the last 2 years IS in fact a relationship. And to suddenly find he and Mrs. Goose both gone without a trace, at a time of year that could not be explained by mating or migration, wasn't so easy to accept.

My heart just sang yesterday to see him at last.

Hope

Had a meeting at the zoo this morning. The entrance is very close to where the geese hang out, so I bolted and checked for signs of at least Mr. Goose. He's still missing. It was high noon and one of the hottest days this year... but there were the new two, with their legs in the water keeping cool. The black beaked one even went to sleep standing in full sun so I can't say it was too hot for Mr. G. I don't know if he's flown away, or if Mrs. Goose has babies and he's in the center of the island somewhere helping take care of them. I've read male geese have strong paternal instincts (she said with hope hope hope).

Knowing I was grasping at straws, I made the rounds to their usual places. I looked across to the front end of the center island, where I've occasionally seen all four nipping at greens on the shore. Deserted.


Then I tramped to where I often saw them enjoying the shade or where they swam back to after eating my bread. It's on the back end of the center island, a place I figure they call home.

See the darkish cove formed by that tree hanging low into the lake? That's where they usually are, if not on the shore in the picture at the top.

I knew I wouldn't see them, just like all the other times I've looked. Still, there's a pathway that goes back into that brush and in my minds eye I picture Mrs. Goose sitting on a nest in the thicket, nosing at her eggs while Mr. Goose regally stands guard beside her.

This just makes me laugh

Mr Goose Update

Yesterday I decided to go out in the morning this time, hoping that the hour would make a difference in the missing Mrs. Goose's schedule. Though my prior visits were midday and afternoon, it wasn't much cooler at 9:30 AM. The sunlight was such that I could, for the first time, see through all the dense underbrush on one side of the center island.  I searched for signs of her even though I know their home is on the back, where the ground remained shrouded. No luck.

The alarming thing is that I didn't see Mr. Goose this time either!  Oh woe is me.  

I did see the other two, who honked their usual greeting and swam all the way across the lake to take a few pieces of bread from my hand. I ended up walking the distance over to where they usually hang out and didn't see either of them.

On the way home I attempted to comfort myself by thinking my timing has been bad, or that she's indeed sitting on a nest, though I've known them together for two plus years yet never seen them with goslings.  I wondered if they got fed up and flew off to one of the other bodies of water that I have seen waterfowl at... but why would she go first and he stay behind for a week? Did she die and after a few weeks then he decided to fly off? Or did something happen to him too now?

In reading more about them I learned they make good meals...  is it possible that someone actually nabbed these birds to cook up? There's an awfully large mix of cultures in Houston that might find that to be quite normal.

I stopped two uniformed park people in a golf cart driving by and asked if they knew of the geese (they did) and had noticed she was gone.  Had they heard she was found dead or sick? They had no news of such a thing. 

Guess I have to hold out hope that Mrs. Goose is sitting on a nest, or this heat is just too much for her, and at the unfortunate timing of my visit, Mr. Goose -- albeit for the first time --was deep in the center island where they made their home, keeping her company.   

WOO HOO!

Today I got this in an e-maill:

"Good news! Your patience has paid off. Carnivores is looking for Keeper Aides (insert little happy dance here). When would be a good time for you to come in for an interview?"

Though I am training to be a docent, which is spread out over 10 months, and once done, requires that I give about 60 hours of volunteer work a year, I wanted even more to work as a keepers aid. You get to actually be near and care for a certain species behind the scenes. That will mean I give an additional 96 hours a year.

I had signed up to work with birds & waterfowl (since I've gotten so much interaction with them here and would now like to raise some when I own some property), and the big cats (since when do you ever get to work near lions, tigers, jaguars, cougars and mountain lions......?).

I LOVE cats, but I actually was doing so much reading on the birds and have been able to observe and interact with them so much more in the park that I was kind of leaning towards working with them.  The big kitties sleep 20 hours a day it seems, and one slip up and I could get eaten, lol, but scooping their poop is hardly the task of those working with elephants, for example. Always a bright side!  Anyway, I'm thrilled, but I just have to switch gears in my head.

Shifts BEGIN at 7 AM ( I am not a morning person!)... but the joy of being with animals, helping others appreciate them and hopefully, get interested in protecting them and their environment makes all the rest a non-issue.  On top of it I get great training and experience without having to go back to college.  I figure after working with celebrities for the last 30 years, wrangling very large man eating animals at the crack of dawn will be a breeze.

Fast Facts

I learned that the grackle is unique in that they dip whatever morsel they've found in water before they eat it.  I watch them do this all the time with the bread I throw them, but I figured they did it because it was too hard/stale, lol.

I tried to get a picture of a fledgeling doing this Saturday, using a rain puddle, but she was too skittish and I could not get close enough with only my iphone for a camera.  I'll keep trying though.

Until then, I found someone got movies of this and posted it on YouTube.

I'm jealous but 'til I can get my own movie of it, I'd rather you see it. Grackles in Houston have much longer tails than these.

Forest Yoga

It's been soooo hot that squirrels were laying on the ground outstretched, which makes them look all the more adorable.  Here is a video of the little girl squirrel that Mr. Bigballz was chasing. I gave her a cashew and thank god I kept shooting because she took it to a shady spot and spread out.  When I tip toed around to get a better view, she stopped for a moment to look at what I was doing, and, comforted, went right back to it. Didn't flinch even as I got about 4 inches from her face.   These creatures amuse me to no end!

I'm Worried

I have not seen Mrs. Goose the last four trips to the park. Granted, when I first saw Mr. Goose, and for several subsequent visits, he was a seeming bachelor. But one day I saw him with a very feminine, very pretty gander, who has not been far from his side ever since. They swim together, eat grass in the fields together, come up to me to get bread together. If she is done and he eats longer, she'll stand by for a bit but nags him and gives him little nips in his side til he heads wherever she wants to go. They are definitely mates. And Geese mate for life. Oh where has she gone?

It is July and very hot. At first I hoped that she was just cooling off in the shade of the trees on the center island. I also wondered if she might be sitting on a nest, though it seems doubtful that this would be the time of year for that. (I've read everything I can find on Chinese Geese but there are no straight answers about WHEN they mate, or IF they do under these conditions -- apparently they are only found in Asia, so I wonder how the heck not one but now four have been living at our pond).

The new pair of geese are usually in the vicinity of Mr. and Mrs. G, but he is usually making it clear that this is HIS property, and his lady and he get to eat from my hand before the other two. Now I see him hanging around them, and they eat first. I make a point to feed him first anyway, and well, asking him softly where Mrs. Goose has gone.

I will keep you updated, but for now, I'm praying she's OK.

This Squirrel's Got Cahones

BIG ones, quite literally, attractively highlighted by dark black fur. This picture just does not capture it -- er, them --well enough but I wanted to leave the guy some dignity.

He was chasing a little girl squirrel around in circles. Charming how they play like this, I thought, so amusing, so very Chip and Dale (I know, they were chipmunks, but whatever...). I got closer to shoot a mini-movie of them to put here but of course the minute they saw me they broke apart, more interested to learn if I had any almonds or cashews for them.

That's when I noticed that he has plenty in the nuts department.

This is Elvis

A Muscovy duck who lives in the reflection pond at The Park. I named him Elvis for obvious reasons. He has a slicked back, jet black pompadour. And while red globby knobs of flesh are a part of all Muscovy faces, Elvis' face is smooth and black, save for these perfectly symmetrical, dashing red accent caruncles framing his 'do. They remind me of a type of stitching commonly adorning 50's style clothing, so I admire that he's consistent, stylistically speaking.

What I love about Elvis is that he comes running when he sees me, with his big black webbed feet slapping on the cement along the water's edge. He's adorably bow legged so his big body wobbles from side to side as he does this, like a ship being tossed about in a storm. (Truth be told, he probably recognizes the bread bag and not me, but my heart just swells to bursting when I see him perk up and race toward me).

I've been feeling pooped and blue after returning home from yet another memorial for my father, on the heels of a long, emotional week... only to get a voicemail that a friend who I'd just spoken to before I left had passed away. That was kind of the straw that broke me in the marathon of life events I seem to have been running. I was listless, exhausted, too tired to exercise, shower, or even to lay down and too restless to read, write e-mail or watch TV. My husband said, why don't you go to the park to feed your ducks, which sounded good but seemed impossible. I looked out at the pond through our telescope and saw Elvis, the wood duck couple and the gang of mallards who are the regulars there and it was enough for me to grab some bread and my keys. I drove the three blocks to get there. Yes, I drove instead of walked - I was that bad off. But it worked wonders to restore my spirit.

Usually Elvis hangs with two other Muscovy guys, clearly their leader, but this time he was by himself. Thanks to summer solstice, the day was only just fading at 8 PM. The light was very calming and almost no one was in the park. It was very peaceful to just spend time with him, one on one. I sat at the edge of the pool. He got very close and ate one piece at a time from my fingers. The bread was soft so I got to see his long pink tongue help to squinch it down to his throat. When he was ready for another piece he'd turn his beak back to me and gobble what I offered.

What really blew me away was our eye contact. He looked directly at me the entire time, and I could see he picked up on my trustworthiness (there are a lot of kids who throw rocks and chase these birds during the day). We communicated silently, back and forth until 2 1/2 pieces of bread were consumed. He swallowed with some difficulty for a minute, then took 3 steps over to the edge and, gripping solidly with feet that now looked more like hands than flippers, leaned toward the water. He'd collect a few drops with the end of his bill and raise his head up so it would roll down his throat, his head bobbing a little to help.

After several delicate little sips he settled in to grooming himself (a nightly ritual), digging deep into this feathers on his chest, under his leg, behind his large wings, nipping here and there.

I sat very still next to him and observed, feeling privileged to be so close to this wild bird. And my malaise was no more.

Previews of Coming Attractions!

OK, I've got a HD digital movie camera on order that also shoots stills. I hope to take some little movies and pictures of my adventures and upload them here, as I think it will make all the difference in my reports. I have shot both movies and pix on my phone of my time in the park and now at the zoo, but it's is too hard to figure out how to transfer it to my Mac. I could do it, just have not had the time and in the last move 3 months ago, the plugs and booklet that are necessary have decided to hide.

Stop back soon for what I hope will become a fun desk-time frolic for all of us here.

In the mean time, my friend Zoetawny, who does graphics for Jackie's TV Blog made me a few graphics. I uploaded one a few posts back, entitled "My first day at the Zoo" but it only loaded 3/4 of the way.  These are the things that force me to learn what I'm doing.  Pop down and read it, as it was not posted before. 

Learning to FLY

The most common bird around here is the long tailed grackle. They look like blackbirds and are quite big as birds go -- bigger than bluejays and cardinals. The females don't have the long tail and they are brown, joining most females in the bird world who have have less visual pizzaz than their men. The boys' feathers have a distinct deep blue sheen to their black plumage, iridesent like an opal. They don't hop, they strut. They are really sharp too... they may look nonchalant, but they know when you're around and if you toss a crumb or seed their way they're on it immediately and in a flash, back for more.

Until we moved in mid February, we lived on the 6th floor of a high rise, just above a row of trees. When Spring came they became grackle condos, their boughs swaying with found twigs, the mothers tucking the edges just so while the fathers held court high on an outer limb, emitting their strange mechanical caw. Every morning, you'd hear the chatter rise with the sun. I am NOT a morning person but many dawns found me on the porch with binoculars watching these things with the awe of a child. In all my years, somehow I'd managed to miss this going on around me. I could peek into several grackle nests and every now and then be treated to seeing the babies pop their heads up. But I never saw them leave the nest or learn to fly because the trees leaves grew too full by that time.

Yesterday I had to kill time waiting for the zoo to open. I noticed a racket going on over head and looked up to see two females fighting in the tree I stood beneath. They separated for a moment on different branches, then collided again, then separated still squawking at each other. I noticed a small grayish -brown, rather furry looking thing a bit higher up, partially obscured by leaves. It was very still. I was trying to figure out what it was, when one of the females flew past my face to the fence post beyond my shoulder. As I was turning to look at her, the fuzzy little thing swooped down along the same path in a bit of a zig zag and made an unsteady landing on the top wire of the fence itself. It was clearly a bird, but one that I'd never seen before. It had wings but the feathers were choppy, like how your bangs turned out if you tried to cut them yourself when you're seven. It was more plump than long, and it had a tail but it looked like a cat had taken a bite out of it.

Within 10 seconds the female grackle took a short flight from the post to the closest branch and the little bird followed more confidently. This time it managed to pick a branch more quickly, grabbed hold with it's little claws and landed. Just then the adult took off for a slightly higher branch, and the little one followed. I realized I was watching a mother giving her fledgling flying lessons.

Within the hour I saw two more fluffy babies sitting on branches, presumably near their nests, feeling the breeze and taking life in, with the safety of their mother perched close by. It just could not believe I saw three in one day after two years of watching daily for from my patio and on my many walks in the park and never seeing a one!

How magical it is to be this engaged in and delighted by L-I-F-E. Nature has done it's thing for centuries, but I feel new to it all, just like the fledgelings. I've traveled the world, and had the privilege to do a lot of very interesting, exciting and meaningful things. As I approach the half-century mark in my own, little lifetime, how amazing that it all comes back down to the things that are simplest and smallest.

Thank you to birdfeeders 101 for this borrowed picture.

First Day at the Zoo

Today was my first day volunteering at the Zoo. I was so excited to get my official polo shirt with the Zoo logo (which I paired with the requisite Kakhi pants and hiking boots). This weekend they were celebrating Earth Day, and I signed up to work the Orangutan booth.

I guess they trade off who, from a large group of O's, is in the habitat at given time. This day there was mother, her 4 year old baby boy and the father. Usually the father has nothing much to do with his offspring, and the baby is pretty clingy for the first few years of life. But this father, imposing as he was with his big face and his long reddish dreadlocks and giant hands, had lot of interaction with his son. The baby clearly adored him and went back to him over and over. After a period of Sunday morning grouchiness, the dad finally accepted the baby's advances.

It was odd how human they were। After a bit of Dad pushing the baby as he tried to do somersaults, they just sat and held hands। Then baby put on a sparkly silver sequin dress part way and paraded around for a moment or two before it was thrown on the ground. Sometimes he picked up one of the turtles that live in their little pond and carried it around like a football. He does this often enough that his mother was trained to turn the turtles right side up, as her little boy tended to put them down any which way and they'd be stuck. She was given a treat for this task. The keepers told me that sometimes she'd go turn the turtles upside down herself just to turn them back over for a treat.

Two things made my day. I hadn't been there for more than 10 minutes before the baby walked up to me standing in front of his habitat. I squatted down to his eye level, as he was just about the size of a human 4 year old, and put my hand up on the glass. He put his hand up right against mine. Regardless of the inch of foreign matter between our palms I felt the connection.

Later, I noticed the Dad had come to the glass and was staring out. The Staff Guy who ran the booth told me that the Orangutan would like it if I showed him something and handed me a conservation pamphlet to use. Again I got face to face and held up the pamphlet. The big guy took his time, first looking me deeply in the eyes. I held his gaze until he shifted his attention to what I was holding. There was a picture of an Orangutan on the front, which I pointed out. Then I ran my fingers along the large lettering and said what it said. On the back there were some bright colors, so I flipped it over and showed him that. He took it all in. I found it amusing to think of myself basically as Primate TV.

We sold raffle tickets for two paintings done by Orangutans. There are many animals that paint but the O's actually pick their colors (very well, I might add) and when they're done, they push the canvas back to you. Amazing creatures!

What a wonderful beginning!

The Only Big Cat That Likes Water

Thursday I walked through the zoo, which is just past the park we usually walk around. I have a membership and decided it's an easy way to stretch our exercise time to just sail through the gates and circle around whatever interests me. It's a big motivator when the scenery offers elephants, flamingos, bears, seals, raptors and lions.















It had been sprinkling and overcast, so the place was blissfully quiet and cool, unpopulated save for a few families, and thus free of the attendant chaos. The live oak trees --common to this area --with their incredibly long, low reaching limbs with fresh, shiny new leaves of spring fully unfurled on every branch created a protective canopy over my head. I  kept up my pace past twin cheetah kittens and the giraffes. But I was stopped dead in my tracks by the sight of one of the two brother Malaysian tigers swimming his little lake.


Seems no matter what time of day I visit, the big cats are all sleeping. But there was the gorgeous, regal head of this creature, with it's bright orange fur slashed by jet black stripes, gliding smoothly though the darkened water.

His eyes were bright and blue. His thick paws were visible, paddling rhythmically, pushing him along on a diagonal and very deliberate path from one end to the other. He then climbed out, slinked across the grass past rocks and around trees to return to his starting point. Again he'd climb right in, and all but his paws would disappear as his body sank into the depths. His shoulder muscles were further defined with every stroke. Amid all this majesty, something cute: his tongue stuck out as he did it.

(click picture to enlarge)

I positioned myself (where I took the pic above) right in his sight lines. Here he swam VERY close to me. On one pass he made direct, proplonged eye contact. It was nothing short of chilling! This ain't no kitty, but a beautiful beast with quite humbling power -- a killing machine -- and there was only a short flimsy fence and an electrical deterrent between us.